June 18, 2005

  • misery loves company

    why is it that during some times in your life, one part of your life seems to be clicking and on the right track while another part of your life is a total wreck? you know, bad timing is the story of my life. it feels like life's sick way of reminding you of the stupid, wreckless mistakes you've made and showing you what you could have had had you not chosen your current path? this f'n sucks.

    oh, and one word of advice: never cave and do things because people impose their own little notions of happiness on you just because they want you to join their sick, sad existence. the truth is, they're f'n miserable and they want you to be miserable with them. when they're convincing you to do something and in the same breath, cursing their own choices and lives about the same subject, you know they're content to screw you over and revel in your weakness that they could actually pull off convincing you that being miserable is a good thing. the truth is, you're going to have to live with that decision, not them and believe me when i say that when the shit hits the fan, those same people who were there convincing you to screw up your life won't be there to listen to you lament about everything that's going wrong. suddenly, they have not time to hear about it and you're left to pick up the pieces of a decision that was yours to make in the first place if you just had the "balls" to tell those people to shut the hell up and keep their f'n preconceived notions about happiness and how it relates to your well-being to themselves.

    before you know it, you're spouting off on your blog and your poor readers are sitting there scratching their heads, wondering what the hell happened and why the bitter tirade?

    p.s. check out yamanet48's sweet apartment. btw, love the kitchen! *wink*

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